HOW CAN I NOT LOVE YOU...

Akala ko kaya ko na ang makalimot and to let go pero bakit parang baliktad lahat. Kung kailan nagpapaalam na sayo yung tao and then you will realize he's not worthy to set free. Bakit kaya?... Dahil mahal ko pa siya, o nanghihinayang ako dahil ako eto si gaga na umaasa magkikita pa kami uli...O kya dahil he's one heck of a man na nag-over qualified sa criteria/qualifications ko? UgH hindi ko alam kung ano ang sasabihin ko sa kanya. until now I'm still in the process of confusion at lalo pang naging confused when he sent me this mail...

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Date: Mon, 15 Aug 2005 08:26:30 -0700 (PDT)
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Subject: I will miss you so much
To: sweetcandychey@yahoo.com

Hi Cherry,how are you doing?I hope you are fine and
same to your family.I may not send you messages but do
not ever think that I've already forgotten you.How
could I forget a person who means so much to me,whom I
want to share my heart and life with.But I guess fate
brought me here to face these challenges life is
treating me.You know what I mean right?
I'm suffering too much upto my deepest soul.I haven't
heard or read anything from you so I guess you really
cannot forgive me anymore and I understand.I called my
sister last week and mailed her at the same for a
request but then you refused to see her and never
texted back as soon as she told you that I'll be
marrying later this August.
I really don't like the idea of marrying somebody whom
I do not love but what should I expect,I already lost
you.I love you so much that's why I'm hurting so
much.I'm dying thinking of this problem and dying
thinking of you.I never loved somebody as much as I
loved you.For straight six years,it's you all along
who occupied the very special place in me.I dreamed
and wished that you'll be the one whom I will share my
life with,but now,even a single hope from this dream
had vanished.I may not be the man who will fit your
qualifications but I can promise you the love that no
other man can give you.
It maybe too late to prove you more of my love but
still I can promise you that no matter what,I will
always be right beside you and my heart will always be
with you.Remember the song "Before I let you go" the
one I sung in the videoke and the song "I will be
here" ?I hope you will never forget those songs
because it is all dedicated to you and added to the
list is the song "Somewhere down the road".
I do not want to say goodbye because I know this is
not the end of everything.I will just say until next
time so I will stay alive even only in your memory.I
love you and you will always be my baby,my angel,and
my princess forever.

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Ang daming gumugulo sa isip ko na alam kong at the latter part eh ako din ang makakasolve but I really can't decide by myself. I also need some advices or guidance so at least I'll be enlightened kahit konti. Akala ng iba wala lang sa akin coz they will see me laughing with them and having fun sometimes sharing some advices sa love pa ha but deep inside, God I'm crazy! I'm thinking and still deciding to let him go and not to reply anymore pero pede pa magbago isip ko. I'm singing this song just recently and sa tingin ko this is the total interpretation on how do I feel and think right now...

"How Can I Not Love You"

Cannot Touch, Cannot Hold

Cannot Be Together Cannot Love,

Cannot Kiss Cannot Have Each Other

Must Be Strong And We Must Let Go

Cannot Say What Our Hearts Must Know

How Can I Not Love You

What Do I Tell My Heart

When Do I Not Want You

Here In My Arms How Does One Walks Away

From All Of The Memories

How Do I Not Miss You When You Are Gone

Cannot Dream Cannot Share

Sweet And Tender Moments

Cannot Feel How We Feel Must Pretend Its over

Must Be Brave And We Must Go On

Must Not Say What We've Known All Along

How Can I Not Love You

What Do I Tell My Heart

When Do I Not Want You Here In My Arms

How Does One Walks Away From All Of The Memories

How Do I Not Miss You When You Are Gone

How Can I Not Love You

Must Be Brave And We Must Be Strong

Cannot Say What We've Known All Along

How Can I Not Love You

What Do I Tell My Heart

When Do I Not Want You Here In My Arms

How Does One Walks Away From All Of The Memories

How Do I Not Miss You

When You Are Gone

How Can I Not Love You...

When You Are Gone

THE TRUTH IN THE NAME OF LOVE

Ano kayo dyan, windang ba kau sa title? hehehe. I received a lot of quote msgs sa celfone these past weeks/days and grabe so touched ako sa mga message ha. (Tnx kay MC na walang sawang nagsesend ng msgs, mwah,mwah,mwah ;)). Share ko sa inyo kung anu-ano un...

~~ 1 ~~

nUng Bata ako,
nGma2dali aKong
2mAndA pRa mRnSn
kNg pNo mGmHl,
nGaUn nRnSan ko nA,
MsmDli pLng gAmuTin
aNg 2hOd nA NsUgtn
kEsa
sA pUsoNg NsKtn!

~~ 2 ~~

Pano kng 1day,
mgka amnesia ka?
as in
wLng maalala?
maiiCp mo pba aKo?
kng aKo ttnungin...
"aba, syempre!"
ISIP Lng ang nKKlimOt,
Hndi ang PUSO!

~~ 3 ~~

ch0cL8 sna bbLin ko
pro naaLa2 kta
kYa ngLoad nlng aKo!
Kht fvOrite ko un
ttiisn ko
kht mgLway pko
ano b nmn un
chocL8
e, mas sweet p dUn
ung ittxt ko...

~~ 4 ~~

i mz u
wn dRs no rizOn
hw much more
if dr was?
i mz u
wN we tlk
hw mch more
f we dNt?
i miz u
aftr wer 2gdr
hw mch more
f i nvr c yOu?
i mz u nw,
hw mch more
l8r?

~~ 5 ~~

God gave u
2 legs
2walk...
2 hands
2hold...
2 eyes
2seE...
but y did HE
gve u oNly 1
HEART?
'coz he gave d
othr 1 to sm1
4u 2 find...

~~ 6 ~~

kng iKw aNg
mGccLbng knDila ko
s dLim
Di kta cCnDiHan!
bkt?
mS gGs2hin ko pNg mgLkad
s dLim at mTinik
kSma k,
kEsa mkRting ako
s LwAnAg...
n 2naw kNa...

~~ 7 ~~

Wen i was born...
i was gven
by God 2 choices...
either 2 hav
a gud memory...
or nOt 2 hav
u n my lyf...
and i jst cnt
remembr wat
i chose...

~~ 8 ~~

Sbi nla pg
ngmHal k
mgtra ka pra
s srli mo
pro ako
ibbgay ko lhat sau
pra pg isng arw
inwan mO kO
d ko
klngang itnOng
s srli ko,
" ano bng pgku2lang ko?"

~~ 9 ~~

M alwys hr 4 u
bt f u dcidd
2go n walk awy
iL lt u go bt f
u fail
go bak wr u
left me & f u
cnt find me der
dnt tink dt i
left u
d Lng ako nkatiis
hina2p n kta.

~~ 10 ~~

dont Let faLse Luv
fOOl u,
but dnt Let rEal Luv
pas u by,
coz d easy prt of lyf
s fnding sm1
to luv u back..

e2 plang ung 1st 10 s mga msgs, mdami pa s susunOd so hope to c more eyes na nagbbsa ng blog entry ko hehehe. CIAO! Feel free for comments. (",)

WAG NA SANANG PALALAIN PA!

Nice, uwian nanaman! Got to get my things ready na coz it's Friday and pahinga day tomorrow hehe. Ay wait! Pahinga nga ba ako tomorrow? Hihi whatever. Tuloy ko nalang 'to later pag-uwi ko sa hauz. ;) ...

~~~****~~~***~~~***~~~

O ayan nakauwi na ko yehey! Back na tayo sa chikahan. Nakasakay ako sa MRT kanina pauwi then meron 2 girlalu with kasamang isang boylet ang sobra at nangingibabaw ang mga kabosesan sa train. Xmpre medyo imbyerna ang lola nyo dahil puros kadramahan lang ang bukang bibig nila. Haler!!!! Feeling nila sila lng may problem sa mundo eh samantala lahat naman tayo may problema noh!!! Ganito kasi yun...

Girl 1: Ayaw ko na umuwi sa hauz kasi my mother is so angry with me dahil lang sa bunso ko brother. Hello, eh kasalanan ko ba kung di ko natulungan sa project ung bro ko obligasyon ko pa ba yun eh malaki na sya kaya na nya un.

Boylet: Eh ilang taon na ba yang kapatid mo?

Girl 1: Grade 5 na sya, di ba dapat kaya na nya yun! Ang layo-layo ng pinapasukan ko ako pa aasahan nila? S**t sila!

*Aba di ko feel 'tong si Girl 1 ha, kainis!*

Girl 2: Kung sa bagay may point ka kasi they do not realized na malayo pa pinanggagalingan mo no! At saka ur mother should do that kasi she's a mom.

*HAHAHA, HIHIHI, nag-english pa sya baliko naman sana nagtagalog nalang siya! HEHEHE* :D

Boylet: Yan ang problem sa ibang tao masyado narrow-minded hindi muna nila iniisip ____ kaya nakakaasar.

*Sorry di ko na masyado narinig ung sinabi ni Boylet nagsalita kc ung operator ng train, hush!*

Anyway sa sobra haba ng mga pinagkuwentuhan nila eh di ko na ilalagay pa dito kc right after ng topic ni Girl 1 eh kanya-kanyang sharing na rin ng problema and mga BALAHURA! hehehe. Tsismosa noh nakikinig sa usapan ng iba hahaha. Nainis lang ako kasi ayaw patalbog ni Girl 1. I mean sabi nya kung sa kanilang tatlo daw, sya ang pinakakawawa and mas malaki problema dahil common problem na daw ung nangyayari kay Boylet at Girl 2. Oh di ba parang proud pa ang lola mo't nakikipag-kompitensya pa sya eh 3 na nga lng sila magkasama. Hay if she only knew na marami pang may mas mabigat na problema compared sa kanya. Tamang-tama nga 'to nakita nakapost sa friendster eh. Basahin nyo marami kayo marerealize.

THE CROSS

A young man was at the end of his rope, seeing no way out, he dropped to his knees in prayer

"Lord, I can't go on," he said.

"I have too heavy a cross to bear."

The Lord replied,

"My son, if you can't bear its weight, just place your cross inside this room.

Then, open that other door and pick out any cross you wish."

The man was filled with relief and said,

"Thank you Lord," and he did as he was told.

Upon entering the other room, he saw many crosses;

some so large the tops were not visible. Then, he spotted a tiny cross

leaning against a far wall.

"I'd like that one, Lord," he whispered.

The Lord replied,

"My son, that is the cross you just brought in.

"When life's problems seem overwhelming,

it helps to look around and see what other people are coping with.

You may consider yourself far more fortunate

than you imagined".

O di ba swak na swak ung message sa kanya hehe. Hope she realize that at maging sa ibang tao who feels that life is full of desolations/misery.
Wish ko sana nagenjoy kayo sa pagbabasa nito. Next time po uli... CIAO!

BE INSPIRED BY THESE QUOTES
...from your favorite movies...

Naghahanap ako ng mga quotes na pwede ko gamitin for... para saan nga ba? hehehe. Anyway, favorite ko kasi mag-collect ng mga quotes, I am so enthralled lalo na kung may pinapatamaan ung mga lines harharhar. At mas lalong kilig kapag syempre, tungkol sa love. Tama? Ang hindi umamin...MANHID!!! Chos!

O sya eto na po. Enjoy reading guys!!!

• "The things that people in love do to each other they remember, and if they stay together it's not because they forget, it's because they forgive." - From the movie: Indecent Proposal

• "The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before." - From the movie: Good will Hunting

• "Death can not stop true love, it can only delay it for a little while." - From the movie: The Princess Bride

• "I’ve kissed a guy... I’ve kissed guys. I just haven’t felt that thing.... That thing... that moment when you kiss someone and everything around you becomes hazy, and the only thing in focus is you and this person. And you realize that that person is the only person you’re supposed to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment you get this amazing gift. And you wanna laugh and you wanna cry, ‘cause you feel so lucky that you’ve found it, and so scared that it’ll go away all at the same time." - From the movie: Never been kissed

• "This kind of certainty comes, but once in a lifetime." - From the movie: Bridges of Madison Country

• "My darling girl, when are you going to understand that being normal is not neccessarily a virtue? It rather denotes a lack of courage". - From the movie: Practical Magic

• "But still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing, I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for." - From the movie: Practical Magic

• "I want you to get swept away. I want you to levitate. I want you to sing with rapture, dance like a dervish." - From the movie: Meet Joe Black

• "I love you. There is nothing else to do, run and I will run with you." - From the movie: A Knights Tale

• "Hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things, and no good thing ever dies." - From the movie: Shaw Shank Redemption

• "We are who we are, how we got here doesn't matter. What matters is- what do we do know?" - From the movie: Deep End of the Ocean

• "The greatest thing you'll ever learn, is just to love and be loved in return." - From the movie: Moulin Rouge
  

• "You will never know love unless you surrender to it." - From the movie: Fools Rush In

• "I'd rather die tomorrow than live a hundred years without knowing you." - From the movie: Pocahontas

• "Someday, when I'm awfully low, I will feel a glow just thinking of you, and the way you look tonight." - From the movie: My Best Friend's wedding

• "I guarantee there’ll be tough times; I guarantee that at some point, one, or both of us is gonna wanna get out of this thing; But I also guarantee, that if I don’t ask you to be mine, I’ll regret it for the rest of my life... because I know in my heart, that you’re the only one for me." - From the movie: Runaway Bride

• "A name makes no matter to me, as long as I can call you my own." - From the movie: A Knights Tale

• "This is true love. Do you think this happens everyday?" - From the movie: Princess Bride

• "When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with a person, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible." - From the movie: When Harry Met Sally

• "When two people love each other, but they just can't seem to get things right, how do you know when enough is enough?" - From the movie: The Mexican

O pano Part I palang ituw! Dami pa kasunod. CIAO guys!

THE MOST DIFFICULT DECISSION TO MAKE...

SAY YES TO MARRIAGE OR NOT?

Marriage is an act of faith in which one person puts the meaning and happiness of his life into the hands of another. It is a gift of oneself. The acceptance of the gift depends on the other. Even when the gift is accepted, there is no guarantee that things will turn out well or that love will endue. But if each person works honestly and sincerely to be the best person he can be, there is a reason to believe the union will succeed. Durability will depend on how successfully the couple can harmonize all the aspects of their life together. Basically marriage is a human relationship. Given good will, there is hope that if one fails, he will not fail forever; if one is hurt, he will heal. This calls for faith in oneself and faith in the other...

They say difficult moments disembark during marriage. And indeed marriage is a difficult, demanding challenge one have to face when the time comes. What if somebody proposes a marriage and you're not yet ready for such commitment though you know you love that person so much, will you accept and take the challenge or stick to your prerogative and take the consequneces?

Having a difficult moment thinking of the answer? Same feeling here...

How could I resist a man who exceeds my qualifications. He's more than the man I am looking for. But I'm not yet ready to travel and cross the miles thru marriage.We've known each other for a very long time now, six years and a half to be exact. Let's make the story short. I'd been receiving proposals from this man 4 times now and the recent was last night.

Date:
Mon, 4 Jul 2005 08:51:27 -0700 (PDT)
From:
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Will you?
To:
sweetcandychey@yahoo.com

Hi.It has been a very long time again since I sent
you mail.It is not because I've already forgotten you
but I was afraid that you might just ignore me like
you always do.I know I caused you pain but it is twice
I am feeling ever since I noticed you're not
responding to my messages,though I know it is all my
fault.But honestly,I do not have any intentions of
hurting you.I love you so much to do such things that
would make you cry and tear your heart.
About my fixed/shot gun marriage or whatever you may
call it to my boss' daughter,until now,I'm still in
the process of escaping.I do not want to marry a woman
I do not love.You do know whom I really love.This
problem is killing me so much.I'm really
anxious,wondering what will gonna happen to my life
without you as my wife.I love you a million times and
still be loving you forever.It is you I want to spend
my life with.Cherry,will you marry me?I'll take all
the consequences whatever life may bring me as long as
you're beside me.It is only you I loved from the very
first time I fell in love and it's almost six years
now and nothing have changed.There was never been
someone who occupied that special place in my heart
except you,you alone.
I am not expecting you to reply on this message but I
am asking you to please give me an answer,please.
I miss you very much my princess,my angel,and my
baby.Please do take care of yourself.I love you.
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Hu,hu,hu...what should I do? I'm doomed! I'm drowned in misery and perplexity. He's waiting for a response and still, I don't know what to utter.

Well at this moment, I'm seeking for advices and words of enlightenment. CIAO guys....

lessons from a butterfly

... Lessons from a butterfly ...

Many times I wonder if life is really just as hard as many people think, that all the struggles we are facing, those bad moments we'd been experiencing , and even things that couldn't turn-out right are just those case in points to attest that life is so unfair.

But then, whenever I tend to reflect on these things, part of my mind abruptly refute the idea. And chances are, after a minute of thinking, something will just happen, a scenario or a message ascertaining that life isn't the way I am thinking...

I am sitting all alone in my cubicle wondering what will gonna happen with the rest of my day. Speculating if I'll be able to sit in the MRT later, will the train be crowded as usual, will I be able to get a FX ride or a jeep heading in Fairview, will somebody share his seat on the train, and...and...a lot of things. Since I'm done doing my work, I decided to sit infront of my officemate's computer (the computer that I am using is not functioning hehehe), and tried surfing on the net when I saw this:

Lessons from a Butterfly

A man found a cocoon of a butterfly

One day a small opening appeared

He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours

It struggled to force its body through that little hole

Then it seemed to stop making any progress

It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could

And it could go no farther.

So the man decided to help the butterfly

He took a pair of scissors and snipped off

The remaining bit of the cocoon.

The butterfly then emerged easily,

BUT,It had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings

He continued to watch the butterfly

He expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge

And the body would contract

Neither happened!In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling

Around with a swollen body and shriveled wings.

It was never able to fly.

The man acted with well-intentioned kindness

But he didn't understand the consequences.

The restricting cocoon and the struggle required to get

Through the tiny opening, were nature's way of forcing fluid

From the body of the butterfly once it achieved it's freedom

From the cocoon.

Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life.

If nature allowed us to go through life without any

Obstacles, it would cripple us.

We would not be as strong as we could have been

And we could never fly

Have a great day, great life, and struggle a little.

Then fly!

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Yes, it's a fact that life is often times unfair but I do believe that everything that is happening happens with a reason. Whatever the reason may be, we should always remember that these adversely events are just an assessment on how far we could go to live our life to the fullest. These difficulties are just spices that would add up to our senses that will make us grow more and be matured to face life ahead of us.

Well, this goes for my first entry. I hope everybody can relate to this. Feel free to post your comments guys! See for more entries next time.

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